To My Son


To my son, my son Keelan too, in whom I love.
In order for us to receive mercy, we must first give mercy.
Please have mercy on me.
My son, my son Keelan too, you are strong. Strong enough to keep those you love at bay.

You learned this out of divorce.
This is my sin.
This sin was transferred to you by me.

For this, I ask you to forgive me. It haunts me. I want to make it correct.

My son, my son Keelan too, if you will find mercy inside and find forgiveness in your heart for the shame I have caused you, myself, your brother, and your mother; then, please forgive me and provide me with mercy.

I miss my son, my son Keelan too. You are special to me. We sit waiting for the day you walk through our door.
I hurt inside.

I am tired of being the man of our family. I allow you to step up and be the man of our family. My love has no problem bowing down. You my son, my son Keelan too, must learn how to follow before you will be able to lead. You must learn to be more than a man. You must bow down to the least of these. In this, when we are weak, we are strong.

For I have bowed down to you today, my son, my son Keelan too.
All I ask in return is for you to spend time sharing yourself with me.

You, my son, my son Keelan too, are the one I love.

I don’t care what you do or don’t do. I do not care what you believe or don’t believe. I just love you.
I call you home today, son. Come and sit with me.
Let us love each other again.

Your father.



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